My skin in its worst condition

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That was almost 2 months ago?

Well hear ye hear ye!!

Muka aku makin teruk!

Sorry ye tak de gambar pasal nanti aku depressed.

Which explains why masa umrah aku tak banyak gambar.

I DON'T KNOW whats going on. Tried itu ini. Semua tak jalan. Surut sekejap, then tumbuh lagi berketul2. Everytime tumbuh, besar2, lama, and by the time kecut they will leave a horrible black mark.

Penuh pipi kiri and kanan

On top of that, kulit aku kusam.

Last 2 weeks, I went to see skin specialist oredi.

Dia pun terbuntang2 bijik mata tengok condition kulit aku. 

So now, I'm under medication. Cuma pakai cleanser, toner and sunblock. Ada acne cream sekali.

Has been 2 weeks, tapi still ada few jerawat naik. Hari ni follow up appointment. Dr said try another month sbb nampak byk dah kecut cuma tinggal yg baru2 naik. Maybe ubat baru nak nampak kesan.

Then only, baru boleh start treatment utk parut and overall skin tone.

He said give it 3 mths nak baik.

Sigh.

Aku betul2 tengah depressed. Tak nak jumpa orang kalau boleh. Tolong lah jgn jemput aku dtg rumah ke buat makan2. Memang aku tak datang. Kalau keluar pun tarik tudung kalau boleh sampai nak tutup mata sbb nak cover jerawat.

Nak raya dah ni. Hopefully sempat la baik.

Paham tak mcm mana aku rasa sekarang?

Kalau tengok balik gambar lama time muka bersih rasa nak nangis. Kadang2 tu mmg aku nangis sorang2 bila tengok cermin. Haritu mr p tegur jerawat. Apa lagi, memang menghambur2 aku nangis.

Maybe la for some, alaaaa jerawat je.

But for me its huge.

Some of you may know aku mmg struggling dgn skin problem seumur hidup aku. Last 4 years mmg prime time alhamdulillah muka aku bersih. Dono why suddenly jadi mcm ni

Nak patah balik Tabita aku dah takut. Aku takut nak try anything new sekarang. Stick je la dgn apa yg doktor kasik. By raya kalau tak cun jugak aku buat plastic surgery je la kot.

Mr p asyik2 kata "tak pe.. i nampak u lawa je"

Tak jalan bang... I nampak huduh jugak bang. Tapi I kasik A+ for your effort. Ngeh ngeh.