Macam macam konot.

Tahniah..

Buat Dr Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor atas kejayaannya sebagai angkawasan negara pertama dan menjayakan misi diangkasa lepas. We are proud of you!

At the same time..

Takziah buat beliau and family atas permergian adiknya Sheikh Mustafa kerahmatullah. Semoga mereka sekeluarga tabah menghadapi ujian, dan semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat.

Terkejut… tu jer yg aku boleh gambarkan perasaan time baca dlm paper pasal this news. Life is so…. hmmm.. strange…unexpected.. u’ll never know what will happen next.

Kids..

Monday, I witnessed a 2 y.o girl fell down from a height of about 2-3 meters. It was HORRIFYING!!! Until today I kenot get the image of her falling down out of my mind. It was in Giant Kelana Jaya, I brought balqis to main2 in the indoor playground (dutch lady punya playground). Situ slide semua tinggi2. Balqis dgn berani and seronoknya naik semua.

Somehow, maybe ramai sgt budak2 atas tu, maybe they were pushing each other, suddenly I heard a mother yelling, calling the kid.. when I turned around, I saw this girl at the very edge of the thing.. and within split second, she fell…

Both the mother and I menjerit bagai nak gila….

Luckily, however, in playground the lantai is lapik with rubber, still.. 2 year old jatuh bedebuk camtuh ok…

The mother cepat2 ran and dukung the kid, and I, cepat2 panggil Balqis turun sekarang jugak… Few minutes after, I saw the kid stopped crying oredi. I prayed hard, so that the kid is okay.

And next day, I received email from a friend. Her 3 year old son was playing buai with the maid, and dunno wat happened, the kid fell and broke the tulang peha. Not only patah mind u, the patah part is almost crushed!! Hancur!!

Best thing is, the maid did not inform my fren wat happened, until my fren saw her son’s leg bengkak, and when touched, the boy was screaming hysterically. After weeks in hospital, Dr said that the bone might not tumbuh balik, and the leg might be one side shorter.

Kesian kan?

I kenot imagine what the mother felt. Baca her story pun I kenot tahan. 3 year old boy.. what la he knows… kesian…

Lucky?

Remembet my maid was suspected denggi? And how frustrated I am had to deal with govt hospitals? Well it made me thought. How lucky I am ek. To be blessed with what I have now. Specifically..work and the benefits. Some people still have to seek medication from govt clinic or hospitals, hv no choice but to tahan the bad treatment from the staff.

Me? I am grateful, that I have choice. Syukur dgn apa yg aku ada.. couldn’t ask for more..

“We deserve 30%” , “Banks Rob Our Bonus”

Ever saw org pakai tag ni..

I’m sure u all pernah nampak. Basically Bank’s union staff wear these tag to show their protest for not receiving byk bonus.

Wat u all think?

I think its un-clever..hehe..hillarious.. aperda.. u work in the bank, u wear the staff tag, and yet u sangkut the badge kat your staff tag. It’s like u are telling the world u hate your employer, but u are still working for them.

Malu lah aku rasa…

I think.. if you don’t like the bonus.. get another job lah.. mana bley paksa2 employer bayar bonus byk2.. and if u still don’t like your employer.. jgn la pakai badge tu.. go create a blog and membebel there ok?

Esok birthday aku lahh..

Apa ye nak kasik kat diri sendiri?

I want…
- to go spa…urut, lulur, mandi manda etc..bestnyer…
- tengok wayang.. hv not done so for few mths!! Lama sih tak tgk wayang..
- get a liposuction

Ye lah konot.. sudah2 la berangan..

Ada org nak kawin esok…yeay yeay…

Selamat Pengantin Baru Siti Zurina!

Apa ye nak update?

lately mcm busy aaahh.. kat ofis duduk jer kena buat itu ini...gi solat, gi toilet, gi tidur (muahahahah), pas tu balik. work is being more and more challenging. dah start meeting business users, define their requirement, understand their business, their application etc. tapi tak per, i take this as challenge. org lain bleh buat takkan aku tak leh kot ek? takkan nak dok nganga update blog tiap2 hari ye dak?

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the vendor here is getting more and more irresponsible. kalau kena dgn aku yg baik hati and tak reti argue ni.. ok lah.. i will say my disagreement nicely. tapi..kena dgn our PMO yg nasty.. mmg silap2 kena maki hamun. i tell u working here mmg kecut perut. tu pun bukan kita sendiri yg kena maki hamun. i cannot imagine kalau aku yg kena mcm tuh..

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my project masak is improving. last 2 days masak nasi minyak and ayam merah. sedap u all.. serious tak tipu. raya tolong lah dtg rumah aku suruh aku masak nasi minyak ek? muahahahahah. pas tu nak dtg lagi sekali suruh aku masak nasi ayam pun bleh..muaahhahaha
aku hepi sgt pasal selama almost 30 tahun hidup never have i tot i could ever cook! paling terer pun dulu nasi goreng..nasi goreng..and nasi goreng. ye la.. dulu even daun bawang and daun kucai pun aku konfius kan? lengkuas dgn halia jgn citer aaa..tak kenal mana satu yg mana. (tapi pls dun ask me nama2 ikan.. ikan bilis aku kenal la... yg lain fail!!!)

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maid is going back to indon esok. cuti raya for 2 weeks. nasib baik mr photographer ada.. he will take care of balqis since i will only take leave 2 days b4 raya. so u all..kalau nak dtg raya rumah..kasik notice awal2 so i can prepare apa2.. idak makan kuih raya jer la.. tu pun kalau kuih raya sempat survive sampai raya.. :)

First day of Ramadhan

we are staying in subang temporarily (alaa.. since semlm ampai sabtu je pon). balqis skipped school for today and friday. aku plak pergi/balik keje from subang since semlm. my sister in law, liyana (yes nama sama dgn aku) aka angah is going back to mekah this saturday with her daughter, ema.

so nak spent time puas2 lah with them, especially ema. she is 9 mths old. so cute one u know? kenot imagine mcm mana boringnyer rumah subang nanti bila ema dah balik. even balqis will cry if u mention ema dah nak balik..

semlm balik keje instead of balik wangsa maju, i took putra to kl sentral, then komuter to subang jaya. my oh my.. komuter as expected lembab and ramai org. sampai stesen subang, jem ya ampun. kereta bertindih2 depan stesen tu tak gerak2. mr photographer supposed to pick me up there, tapi sbb jem sgt2, we decided to masuk subang parade dulu, jalan2. (sebenarnya saja cari alasan nak dating berdua hehehhe..)

lepas habis terawih, we wanted to watch movie, tapi sbb aku penat sgt2, end up mr photographer dgn balqis je yg tgk, aku tido mati tak sedar langsung wat happened. sib baik sedar kol 5 (tu pun mr photographer kejut), prepared sahur for him, sahur, basuh baju sat, get ready to work and 6.30 am he sent me to kelana jaya station.

living in subang sungguh mencabar minda btul.. 6.30 beb pergi keje!!! MIL said kalau kuar kol 6.45 mmg confirm tak sempat sampai tren stesen... nasib baik we all kuar kol 6.30, coz mr photographer said on his way back from KJ, ada accident kat federal highway, dah jem giler2.

how can u people living in subang/USJ mengharungi semua ni ek? tabik spring btul!

my darlingsss

i love this photo so much..

taken in 2006 (or is it 2005?) during our outing to genting with sham and liza (they are getting engaged soon!!).

u know..sometimes I feel mcm belum kawin..

and my photographer also admitted this.. we think maybe we knew each other oredi, so, this far no surprises..tak tahu ler in future cemana..

ada few times when we came back home and saw no one kat rumah, we like. “alahh. tak de org kat rumah, camne nak masuk nih?” u see.. dulu2 b4 kawin, kalau dia dtg rumah and tak de org, obviously dia tak masuk la kan? so we would pening kepala fikir mana nak pergi while waiting org balik rumah.. skang ni.. lupa la plak dah kawin.. masuk jer la kan? tak de org lagik best huahuahuahuahuahuahhau

while packing my stuff harituh, aku dgn sedapnyer pack brg aku sorang.. baju aku, toiletries aku.. itu ini semua aku punya.. cam heran sat.. eh.. mamat ni apsal buat dek jer..dlm hati aku dah bertanya2..”eh u ni..tak mo pack baju u ke?”

lupa la plak aku bini dia!!! aku ler kena pack baju dia.. isskkk.. haru.. haru.. lupa kejap tanggungjawab hehehheheheh

skang solat pun jemaah.. besttt.. paling best klu balqis join sekali… so after solat, balqis will salam cium tgn both of us.. then my turn to salam cium tgn suami la plak.. upon seeing this.. balqis gelak sakan!!! I said “whattt??” u know what balqis said?

“mummy!!! that is soooo cute!!! hahahahhaha…”

heh?? cute? me salam cium tgn photographer pun cute ek? lawak la nko ni balqis..

anyway the princess still adjusting herself calling photographer “dad” now she still calls him uncle am, which is logic la takes time nak tukar.. sekian lama panggil uncle am, takkan nak terus tukar ye dak?

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our convocation ceremony is next week (25th August). tak sabar rasanya nak graduate dgn husband.. tapi sebelum nak convo ni mcm2 la plak kena buat. tapi tak per.. nak grad punya pasal.. sanggup ler go thru benda2 yg meng hangin kan aku..

we have to pay RM120 for robe rental fee. nak bayar tu.. kena guna either money order, banker's cheque or deposit duit dlm bank muamalat. then bawak slip, baru boleh ambik robe.

so i tot of deposit money via maybank2u jer la.. tak kose la akak nak menapak gi bank muamalat or post office la plak kan? technology ada.. pakai ler..

tapi aku pk baik ler aku tepon dulu universiti kesayangan aku nih, nak konfem kalau aku kasik slip yg print from maybank2u leh dak.. buatnyer tak bley.. naya jer..

so aku pon tepon ler..

aku: elo.. nak tanya, kalau saya bayar thru m2u, transfer duit ke bank muamalat, print resit bayaran from m2u leh dak?
org tu: tak bley! tak bley! maybank kita tak terima!
aku: tahu... saya bukan bayar kat maybank.. saya guna maybank2u utk transfer duit ke bank muamalat, pas tu print resit dari situ..
org tu: pergi bank muamalat jer la cik... kita tak galakkan lah pakai maybank2u nih..
me: oh..kenapa ye.. tak galakkan pakai m2u?
org tu: mmg policy kita..

lawak tol la policy nkorang.. dah ada teknologi elok2.. nak jugak suruh org buat manual ek? kisah ni belum habis ye hadirin sekalian.. ada lagik lawak jenaka hari jumaat..

me: kalau saya pergi bank mualamat, thari ni tutup, saya masuk pakai cash deposit boleh?
org tu: tak bley!!! kena gi counter jugak!
me: apsal plak? skang mana ada org deposit duit kat counter... sumer pakai machine jer..
org tu: bukan apa, kita takut slip tu tak clear.. kalau nak jugak kena make sure printing tu clear..

camner tuh?? nanti aku cakap kat mesin tu soh print clear2 ek?? i dunno abt bank muamalat..but i know other banks charge few ringgit if u deposit thru counter..mesti diorang soh pakai mesin punya!

nanti ye.. lom abih lagik citer aku..

me: okayyy... so kalau saya buat banker cheque boleh la kan?
org tu: bank muamalat jer cik!!!
me: tahu ler.. kalau deposit saya masuk dlm bank muamalat la.. tapi skang saya nak buat banker's cheque.. maybank punya boleh la kan? (aku rasa sah2 org tu tak tahu pun amenda m2u, cash deposit machine and banker's cheque)
org tu: tak bley tak bley!!!

papppp.. org tu letak tepon!!!

ada ka patut dia letak tepon? ba alif ngang btul...

Brief news

* Semenjak nak resign nih.. ramai plak banjer aku makan.. why la.. org resign, banjer makan? kan ke baik korang spent duit cam..kasik aku duit ke..or.. beli toner lancome baru kat aku ke.. or.. tempah tiket air asia free kat aku ke.. kan ke bagus? ni asyik makan makan makan... hishh..cam ner aku nak kurus? blame it on others.. yeay!

* Hari ahad ni sports day tadika balqis. I asked "adik main apa?" she said "main catching dinosor!" then she demo.. kena lompat2.. pas tu lari.. ambik dinosor.. can't wait to see her this sunday!

* Back to resign thing. i notice bila nak resign ni la baru nak start baik2 dgn sumerang. Same thing happened when I resigned from Maybank dulu. iskk. buat aku sedey jer..

* latest news from kak mi.. since arwah abg hamzil meninggal sewaktu bertugas, pihak terbabit (not sure MSSJ or kementerian pelajaran) bayar gratuiti kat kak mi sejumlah 3 tahun salary arwah. pencen also got, so i suppose financially kak mi terjamin lah. Alhamdulillah. Tapi point aku cerita bukan nak kepochi ke apa ke.. cuma nak cakap yg aku terharu and impressed dgn keperihatinan pihak yg kasik tuh. Arwah was a very good and committed and loyal civil servant. So tak sia2 lah pengorbanan dia kepada industry pendidikan negara kita. At least kerajaan jaga kebajikan anak dan isteri arwah selepas dia tak de.

* ni citer panjang sket..
adalah sorang hamba Allah nih.. lately rajin plak borak dgn aku. Semlm dok tanya2 pasal aku divorce etc. aku pun jawab la sekadar termampu. Pas tu dia mcm dok citer dia dgn laki dia mcm mana..aku pun senyum and dgr je la. tapi aku cam pelik/annoyed pun ada sket.. pasal dia dgn bangganya citer dia layan laki dia camni camni.. buat itu buat ini tapi laki dia sabar etc. hello.. apa point ko citer mcm tu? suka ek citer kat org ko buli laki ko? bangga la kot.. dia bleh tunjuk power. ntah.. apa2 lah labu.. yg ni aku tak kisah sgt.. tapi yg buat aku bengangnyer sbb pagi tadi.

dia tanya apsal tak pergi jalan2 bercuti while tunggu kerja baru start? aku cakap aku baru balik cuti, lagipun nak siapkan kerja tuisyen. then she said "rajinnyer!!! KO NI TAK DE LIFE EK? tak cukup kerja ofis dgn tusyen pun ko nak ngajar.." aku pun dgn menyirapnyer cakap... "aku nak carik duit..."

aku tau ler i said b4 aku cam tak ambik pot apa org cakap, tapi cam geram jugak la.. i work so damn hard nak earn money, nak kasi anak aku makan, nak bayar bills etc. aku tak de laki.. senang2 nak mintak duit.. so i have to work hard, so.. jgn pandai2 nak judge aku ok? ko byk duit, ko buat apa.. i dont give a damn. so jgn le berkisah aku ada life ke dak.

dulu pun ada sorang lagik minah ni dok cakap "sibuk2 pergi ajar org...anak kat rumah tak ajar!" huishhh panas gua beb!.. and both of these woman ni jenis kaya raya and laki pun kaya. kalau nak cakap2 and complain, pas tu kasik aku duit sikit tak per la jugak.. ni buat kena tempias air liur je.. ceh!

aku bukan nak generalize.. but i think some ppl tak rasa camne hidup susah nak carik duit sendiri so they tend to judge ppl without pk habis2. not that aku susah sgt, tapi tak la senang sgt either.

dah ler.. aku nak turun gi FF tido jap heheh..

Macam2 adaaaa

Tak de kena mengena dgn tajuk pun. Cuma aku tak tau nak tulis title apa hehehe...

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Read in Utusan punya title Ribena kat Msia ada Vit C plak.. mcm2 la korang nih.. kejap ada, kejap tak de.

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Lately sekolah Balqis byk kasi dia bawak balik buku activity yg dia buat kat sekolah. Dulu ada buku coloring, semlm buku writing. Hari ni we spoke on the phone, dia cakap bawa balik buku ABC and 123. Bukan buku homework, tapi the teachers sekadar nak kasi parents tgk what they have been doing at school, pas tu parent kena sign as acknowledgement. Best tgk Balqis punya progress. Ada yg okay, ada yg berterabur.. hehe.. ada yg dpt star, ada yg tak. :) Pandai anak mama!

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22 April ni Hari Sukan Tadika Balqis. perghh.. 4 tahun dah ada sukan. I wonder game apa ada. Tanya Balqis, dia kata kat sekolah main lari2, bawak dinosaur, pas tu bagi kawan, pas tu kawan lari.. ohhhh... gitu rupanya.. hehh.. cam bawak bola ping pong dlm sudu la ni lebih kurang, tapi bawak dinosaur instead.. :)

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Mlm tadi my sister (kak yah) balik from ostolia with her daughter, Aisha. Balqis and the nangoi2 punya excited nak tunggu. Habis tuisyen me and balqis tunggu jap kat rumah kak ani while kak ani and abg fadzil fetch them from KLIA. Sampai melawati at 11.15, duduk2 jap, almost 12 baru balik rumah. And this little girl belum tido2 lagik, so pagi ni kejut nak pergi sekolah pun payah. So I asked maid to send her lambat sket, kasik chan tido lama. Apa lagik, bila bangun tu, cari mama tak ada, melalak ler.. once tok nyer offer nak hantar naik kete baru diam. Perghh.. memilih ye, jalan tak mo, nak naik kete.. iskkk..

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Ada good news pasal jobhunt.. hehehe.. Alhamdulillah.. no no.. belum dpt kerja.. cuma ada progress. Insya Allah.. doa2 lah semoga ada rezeki kat situ. Kalau dpt ni.. ada org dpt makan lunch free seminggu.. hehhehe..