06 March 2008

Giving birth

I took 1 ½ weeks off from work before EDD. Rabu start cuti, Khamis balik rumah mak. Friday morning bangun Subuh, terasa mcm ada liquid kuar.. was thinking..waterbag pecah ke? Apsal tak mcm dlm tv pon whwre air cam rushing kuar? Apsal sket jer? Buat dek jer la…

Then later nak mandi, noticed ada blood spot, sket jer…. Cam cuak la plak.. told my sister..”kak ani… ada darah!!”

Kak ani said “eh cepat bagitau mak!!!”
I said “alaahhh.. takutttt,… tak yah la.. tak de apa2 kot..”

Bley gitu aku cakap? Iskkk..

Kak ani terus jerit “maaaakkkk…. Liana nak beranak!!”

So mak aku dtg tgk..”dah kuar darah ni dah tanda tuh.. jom pi spital.. pi lah makan dulu..mandi ke, siap2 brg…”

Huhhh..like saper ada appetite nak makan?

Mandi manda, siap2 brg, then went to spital. Tanya kat registration tuh, diorang terus suruh naik atas kat wad bersalin. Aku heran….apsal plak? Aku nak check dgn doc, bukan nak bersalin lagik… I know.. I know.. I am so in denial!!

Naik atas, nurse suruh tukar baju..aku lagi heran… I said “nak beranak dah ke? Tak sakit pun…tak yah check dulu ke? Kang buatnya tak jadi beranak penat jer nak tukar baju..”

Nurse suruh jugak aku tukar baju, baring atas katil.. ada checked my opening…”dah bukak 3 cm nih… nanti kita induce and pecahkan air ketuban tu”

Ohhh..so betul la aku nak beranak dah ek?

So they induced, and pecahkan my waterbag. Few moments after induce, start rasa mild contraction.. aku dok pk, camni ke rasa sakit bersalin? Not so bad lah.. mcm rasa period pain jer… kehkehkehh..

Then check opening lagik.. dah 4 cm.. yippie!!

Tunggu punya tunggu… check lagik… 4 cm lagik.. aikkk.. apsal tak bukak2? Aku pun teguk la air akar fatimah/selusuh, sapu perut itu ini baca itu ini apa yg boleh, apa yg teringat org tua2 cakap..

Tunggu lagik… check lagik… 6 cam dah.. legaaaa…

Still mild contraction pain.. bleh gelak2 la kira2nya..

Masa tu dlm thari lah.. dlm 12-1 camtuh..

Then nurse cakap bleh pergi labour room skang… I said oh ok.. jom!! Aku pun bangun ler nak jalan pi sana.. nurse said “eh tunggu!!! Saya ambik wheel chair!!”

“nak buat apa? Saya ok..boleh jalan..”sempat lagik aku eksyen ish ish ish

“eh jangann!!! Duduk situ tunggu!!!” nurse cakap..

Oklah… so they sorong-ed me in the wheelchair pergi labour room. Kat koridor nampak ler mak aku tgh tunggu.. aku sempat cakap sambik sengih..”byeee…nak pi labour room dah!!” still in eksyen mode kuikuikui…

Sampai labour room.. baring jer la atas katil kan.. tetiba rasa cam sakit yg kunun mild tadik rasa cam makin intense plak… owww noooo…

Check.. 7 cm.. check.. 8 cm..

Pain pain pain pain pain pain pain (darab 15 juta)

Nurse kept saying “adik nafas elok2… kalau sakit tahan nafas…belum boleh teran lagi nih.. tunggu doctor kejap..”

“TAK BOLEH TAHAN DAH!!!! NAK TERKELUAR SGT DAH NI!!!!!”

“tak boleh dikkk… belum bukak habis… tunggu.. tahan…. Doctor pun belum sampai”

“MANA DOCTOR???”

“doc tgh cari parking kat bawah…”

“WATTTTTT????? SURUH JER LA PARKING KAT MANA PUN!!! CEPATLAAAAA”

Yes yes aku ngamuk dlm labor room… habis dgn nurse sumer kena marah.. ada sorang nurse tu I rememberd pulling her baju sbb aku tgh sakit sgt.. hehe..sori ye…

I did not take epidural watever, they only gave me painkiller in the morning. I asked for more painkiller.. but they said kenot.. belum cukup 6 jam.. nanti affect baby..

Aku nangis coz the pain was sooooooooooooo unbearable…

Yg aku tak tahan coz the pain felt like I have to teran, get the baby out.. but nooo, kenot teran.. kena tahan.. TAHAN tu yg aku TAK TAHAN. Mcm ko tgh kena cirit birit but u kenot berak, so tahan your cirit.. bleh tahan ke dak?? And of course.. plus the sakit contraction lagik..

So anyway, doctor came, and checked, and FINALLY said.. “ok, get ready… u push whenever u felt like pushing..”

Hehh?? Camtu ke? Aku dok tgk dlm tv org dok suruh push push.. ajar breathing la.. ni tak dak apa pon???

Nevertheless I felt sooooo legaaaaaaaaaa… finally I can teran!!!!

Nurses get ready keliling aku kasik moral support… “teran akak!! Kuat akak!!” mcm tgh cheer aku masuk marathon plak…

Teran attempt no 1: Failed… Aku rasa muka aku yg nak pecah… okehh..wrong strategy.. I recalled ofis mate aku ajar.. masa teran focus energy kat perut…

Teran attempt no 2: Focus energy kat perut….. and PUSH!!!

And I felt something slimy coming out between my legs…

I saw nurse tekan radio and azan bergema… I heard doc saying “Assalamualaikum…” and doc letak baby atas dada aku…

Ni ke budak yg duduk dlm perut aku selama 9 bulan tuh??

I heard doc asking “baby apa?”

Aku mcm blur… sbb aku sibuk tgk budak kecik niehhh…

Then doc asked again.. “baby apa?”

“huhhh.. ermm.. GIRL!”

“yeap.. healthy baby girl… cuci baby and keluarkan uri sekarang ok”

Then they took the baby, cuci, meanwhile doc keluarkan uri and JAHIT luka aku. Sakit ok time jahit. Apsal org sumer cakap kat aku jahit tak sakit.. tak rasa pun… but my experience with jahit was PAINFUL ok… tipu aaaaaa

Balqis lahir at 2.57pm Friday evening. Syukur.. semua selamat..

Well.. tu citer 5 tahun lepas lahhh.. skang.. budak kecik tuh dah nak masuk 5 tahun dah 21 Mac nieh… everyday dok tanya aku “lagi berapa hari birthday adik?”

Budak kecik ni lahhhh yg aku saaaaaaayang sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt..




And yes.. i guess many of you dah tahu.. Shell dah selamat deliver baby Erina. Congratulations beb! Belum sempat lagik aunti konot nak pi tengok.. nanti2 dah sihat betul auntie dtg ek?

11 comments:

Cik Puan Kamil said...

Uiiihhh kau... mati - mati ingat hang dah beranak... All the while I was thinking bukan Kamalia bersalin dulu ke ? Cess... !!

An early birthday wish for Balqis from us !! He he ... comei gambar...

Konot said...

myra - ehehehe.. ampunn..tak berniat nak menperdaya sesiapa pun... lambat lagik la aku nak beranak.. july Insya Allah..

liadevega said...

ceshh konot...aku yg tau hang nak beranak july pun rasa terpedaya sat...tapi its amazing that u remember all the vivid details...aku ingat pasal birth experience aku dlm 2-3 bulan after saja. pastu all totally forgotten sampai baca post hang ni ...yang aku ingat mmg sakit ya ampun! but now hang buat aku teringat balik and fobia balik....waaa...takotnya nak beranak!!!! aku due pun lebey kurang besday balqis gak.

duchess said...

suspen siut..aku ingat ko dah beranak...!!
bila baca ko punya cerita teringat kisah aku bersalinkan haris...
nak citer kat blog jugak lah..aci tak..? hehehhe...

Nuyui said...

OMG! I was soooo happy+takut+entahapalagidah when I read your blog. When I read the title I was like "Already?! Premature baby? Betul ke?" Rupanya cerita Balqis. hehe Suspen!

Amy said...

adoiHh jadik takut bila aku baca.. kena jahit kat belakang kaki dulu sambil konon dah letak ubat bius tu pun aku dah nangis...ini kan plak jahit idup2 kat situ plak tu? *ngeri/ngilu*

Konot said...

lia - laa..hang pun tertipu jugak ka... good luck lah ek nak beranak.. aku ni yg jauh lagi pun dah start fobia..especially everytime aku sakit perut nak buang air.. huwaaaaaaaaaaaa... trauma!!

duchess - citer la!! nak baca jugak.. plus its good to blog pasal nih..esok2 anak2 boleh baca kita punya experience give birth to them..

nuyui - hehe.. ni lagi satu mangsa tertipu hehe... ampun ye.. anyway i got loooonggg way to go lah.. still nak enjoy lagi pregnancy nih.. especially eat what i like muehehehe

amy - next time aku nak mintak dia kasik aku pengsan time jahit tuh... in fact i think everytime jahit anything we (scorpions i think..heheh) should be put to sleep.. hehe.. ngada!

Nomee said...

Best la nko boleh buat summary cam ni. Kalau aku buat entry pasal bersalin, 10 pages agaknya aku meleret-leret. Mak nenek sangat.

Konot said...

nomee - 10 pages pun 10 pages lah.. aku baca jugak!! cepatlah buat!

aishah said...

sonok baca pengalaman org ni. lain org lain ceritanya..
kejap je dah besar dorang ni kan

Konot said...

aishah - mmg kejap jer.. kdg2 aku rasa balqis tu mcm baby lagik.. syiok lagi nak peluk cium gomol2...

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