I wanted to do this, for a long, long time dah.
Even blogged about it few times.
Has so many reasons to do it.
Just no courage, yet.
And no greenlight from mr p.
Now, the light is getting.. urrm.. greener?
And the reasons became stronger.
Just waiting for the right time.
During this time,
Suddenly I am scared.
Suddenly I am in doubt.
Suddenly it seems so difficult to make the move.
Why la like this?
Is this some kindda test?
Dear God, give me the strength to put this through.
I wanted to do this for none other reason,
But just to be a good wife and mother.
Some people don't seem to understand
Let alone support my decision.
Because they think I'm stupid to let go of what I have now.
I know, it may not be the right decision.
I don't know, maybe in a year, or 6 months down the road I'll be regretting?
But I know, this is not an overnight punya decision.
And I know, I wanted this more that I wanted an LV bag
*bagusnyer comparison kau konot*
So please, kalau tak nak support, its ok.
Just respect my decision k?
And be happy for me.
Right or wrong, I also dono.
But if I don't try now, I will never know.