diorang dah pegi.....

in 2006 i posted this. that was 4 years ago.

Now.. diorang dah fly. Time REALLY flies eh?

I still remember first time they told me the news in 2006, each progress of their application.
I still remember when kak ani called me and said "LIANA.. APPLICATION AKU DAH APPROVE!! SERONOKNYA!!"
I still remember first day they moved in my house, after renting out theirs. Then time raya, diorang balik kampung, i told mr p, "nanti kak ani dah pegi canada, rumah kita sunyi mcm ni la eh?"
Then as time goes by, atin keep on telling me..
"cuna.. lagi 3 minggu.."
"cuna..lagi 17 hari"

On the day they're leaving, before i went to office, i hugged each of my anak2 sedara.. telling them "this is the last time i'm seeing you in this house..."

Balik keje i went straight to airport. Sending them off.
Initially it was okay.
Coz i think dah couple nites aku menangis before tido. Sedih. :(
We had photo session.
Makan.
Solat.
Then dah sampai time nak masuk gate.

I was still okay.
Sampai la aku peluk kak ani. Was a bit sebak.. but controllable.
Then i saw atin crying.
Then aku peluk atin.
Time ni aku dah tak tahan.
I cried. hehh.. EVERYONE CRIED.
aku sebak tgk parents aku nangis.
aku sebak tgk anak2 sedara aku nangis.
sofeya je yg terkedu, terkejut tgk semua org nangis.

Now.. they are gone.

i know.. some people cakap buat apa nak sedih, bukannya diorang mati ke apa..boleh contact. call, skype.
but things are just different now.

dlm kereta, balqis menangis teresak2. which buat aku lagi sedih.
pasal balqis is the one yang tak tunjuk emotion sgt.
so when she cried, aku tau dia mmg sedih sgt.

then balik rumah, atin pulak wrote something for us kat whiteboard. (sila ke fb for photos).
and their stuff still around.
baju yang diorang pakai-basuh masih bersidai.

sigh.