Citer puasa + aku yang penat

Agak penat sikit lah tahun ni punya puasa. Even tho this year aku officially dah tak fasting-sambil-pumping, and i tot its gonna be easier.. but NOOOOOOO


The little princess tu decide nak buat perangai-melekat-macam-koala-bear extra pulak time posa ni.

-she wont let me put her down.
-she refuse to let me sit.
-she wont let me out of her sight.
-she wont let me pray.
-she wont let me eat in peace.
-she wont let me mandi
-she wants nenen ALL THE TIME

Get my point kan..

Pendek kata.. idup aku mmg tak normal.

Balik kerja i expect i can cook ke, kemas ke, tgk tv ke.. u know..

But all I can do is baring with her and nenen,
or dukung her sambil makan..
or sit beside and her watch playhouse disney
or solat sambil tgk dia melalak nak mama
or.....

aihh.. u know wat i mean...

penat

really2 penat.

Aku rasa mcm tak nak balik keje sometimes..
Aku rasa mcm nak pegi bercuti berdua dgn mr p..

But how can i kan?
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No matter what..I would, anytime, go through ten times the penat-ness…

Just to see her smile..:)

 

my sweet baby :)