Lesson of the day

Aku ni ada satu pe-el, I always have to learn my lesson the hard way. Dah kena berkali kali kali kali… baru ler nak take some action. By that time, mmg the damage has been pretty bad.


But then again, its never too late kan?


Maybe because aku ni baik kot, I like to give people 2nd, 3rd, and gazillion-th chance. I like to think that people can change. I hope that people will change. I am a people pleaser by nature pon. Another reason is because I am afraid of change kot…


Example paling clear is my 1st marriage. From the very beginning dari zaman boypren gelpren I sensed something is wrong. But aku sabarkan and hope that everything will change for the better.


Sampai masuk zaman tunang, again I had the chance to end it, but I did not do anything.


Sampai kawin, sampai dpt balqis.. then baru la aku terhegeh2 nak fikir that I should’ve done something.


Although by then it seems kindda too late, and the impact is pretty bad, I still have to do it anyway..


And no… I am not regretting what happened. In fact now, aku kindda bersyukur it happened coz klu idak, aku & balqis tak happy mcm sekarang.


Cuma the challenge now is to get Balqis to understand and adapt to the situation.


By understanding and adapting.. heheh.. well that has to be in another post!

Panjang btul example aku… :P


Anyway my point is… learn your lesson people.


Aku quote farah (you prob don’t remember u saying this)


“the moment u sense something is wrong, then something is wrong”


Apesal aku tiba2 citer pasal ni eh?


Pasal recently we (aku & Mr Photographer) had to go thru something really messy.
Eh no no no.. not abt our marriage.. hahah.. we are perfectly happily married couple. Gadoh sket2 manja2 ngada2 itu adalah satu kebiasaan.. :P


I dowan to citer in detail, pasal it involves maruah org. And no, this is not abt our maid.


In short, we have been tolerating berkali2 with this person. We had to endure the mistakes, the problems and most of all we had to put up with the sickening attitude. And the best part is, bukannya kitorang yang desperately need the favor..its the other way around.


Pelik kan? Tak paham btul org mcm ni. You want something from us, boleh pulak nko buat perangai marah2 kitorang. Dah buat salah, tak paham2 salah sendiri, let alone nak apologize!


Mr Photographer ni, jarang sgt la meletup nak marah2 org. First time aku tengok dia mmg blow (technically aku tak tengok, aku dgr dia cerita) was with our former tenant. If you have been following my blog, aku sejak dulu mmg hangin dgn mamat ni. Mmg sampai kesudah dia buat hal. Last2.. berperang mulut jugak la Mr Photographer dgn dia.


Nasib baik perang mulut. Mr Photographer cakap sket lagi jer dia nak hentak mamat tu dgn helmet, mmg dah menyirap ler masa tuh…


Nasib baik tak bertumbuk nkooooo..


Now, disebabkan kebengongan some people, untuk kali kedua nya selama aku kenal Mr Photographer dia telah meletup atas tahap kesabaran yang telah dilampaui batas.


Tapi idak ler sampai bertumbuk. Laki aku ni klu marah pun pro okeh... cakap yg berfakta.


Kalu aku ler.. time tgh marah mmg dah tak boleh susun ayat elok2. Nak cakap A jadik Z. Udahnyer aku nangis huahuahuahuauah


Dipendekkan cerita that fella agak terkedu sbb dia ingat selama ni laki aku boleh telan jer apa dia buat. Tu la nkooo... carik pasal dgn laki aku sapa suruh?


Well that someone apologized. Okeh.. fine.. boleh habis cerita. But the damage has been done. Agak payah nak back to normal.


Lesson learnt for us, we agreed that from the very beginning kitorang mmg rasa tak sedap hati.. but we continued anyway dealing with this fella. So next time.. klu rasa semcm tu.. end it there and then… tak payah nak hope for anything better in future!