It's his birthday!!

Semalam 17 July Mr Photographer punya birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

WE LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!

I didn't get him anything tho, we just had a simple makan2 with family and few close frens. Balqis made him a card and gave 2 of her feveret toys to him as present.

Moga hidup kita sekeluarga akan lebih diberkati.. Insya Allah.

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Life's been pretty hectic for me. Bak kata Farah to me sometime ago.. "Welcome to the family of more than 1 kid!" hehehe...

Yeous.. having 1 child is sooooo much different than having 2 children. I remember masa berpantang kan balqis dulu aku lebih relax.. bley tgk movie everyday, bley tido bila baby tido, etc.

Skang.. tgk movie?? jgn harap.. sempat tgk desperate housewives jer kol 10 - 11 pagi, then 11.30 balqis balik sekolah and the astro dah locked kat channel 613. Nak tido? boleh jer sometimes, but most of the time aku lah rasa bersalah kat balqis pasal I know she needs my attention too. Time baby tido jer la aku bleh spent masa dgn Balqis, nak tgk homework dia, nak main dgn dia, etc.

Time balik spital 1st day tuh, Balqis demam panas for few days. First 2 nites kat umah aku dgn Mr Photographer tak tido mlm, sorang sibuk dgn baby, sorang sibuk dgn Balqis. Sedih sgt bila pk Balqis x dpt attention that she used to get from me, tambah2 lagi bila tgh demam. Habih nak wat camne kan.

Ni belum masuk part Mr Photographer lagik.. I so miss him a lot. Dia tak ke mana pun.. cuma I miss our time together.. mlm nak borak2 berdua time anak2 dah tido pun normally aku dah pengsan... sedar2 dia dah selimutkan aku and anak2...

Tapi aku maleh nak layan sgt klu sedih2 ni.. kang ader yg meroyan kang...

No, this is not a komplen.. just me adjusting being a mother of 2.

Now, dah 12 hari, we are sloooowwwly adjusting to our wonderful new life. Balqis dah sihat alhamdulillah. Aku pun dah beransur sihat, dah boleh sket2 wat keje. Baby pun mcm paham kakak nyer manja.. time pagi Balqis nak gi sekolah, baby tido lena, dpt la mama nyer siapkan Balqis pi sekolah, just like before.

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Ni belum masuk citer breastfeeding and amalan berpantang lagik.. tu next2 post lah ye... kang juling bijik mata korang baca...

I would say.. kali ni punya berpantang/ bersalin aku lebih independent. Same day lepsa beranak aku dah bley bangun, jalan pi toiletand mandi sendiri i tell u. Baby pun aku byk jaga sendiri, compared to dulu, maid and mak aku mmg tak pernah lepas tgn, semua diorang yg buat. Kali ni, dari siang ke mlm semua aku wat sendiri. Mandikan pun aku dah berani buat sendiri.. dulu lepas sebulan lebih baru aku berani mandikan balqis.. kali ni blasah jer la labu.... bukan tak de org tolong, but aku prefer buat sendiri selagi larat.

OK lah.. baby dah nak jaga.. sebelum dia nganga bukak suara high pitch baik aku post ni dulu... babai...