Monday oh monday

Mr Photographer has to go for a meeting kat Taiping, he left the house at 5.30am. And I just realized since tak ada maid and tak ada my kancil, today was my first day leaving to work without him. And today also, was Balqis punya first day to school, after 2 weeks cuti sakit.

So lepas solat subuh, aku pun dgn confidentnyer tidur balik, and bila jaga, tgk jam.. OMG! 7.30!! So cepat2 mandi, mandikan Balqis, gosok tudung, siapkan bekal dia, and 8.10 gerak ke day care nak hantar beg balqis.

Tgk2 kat sana ada staff baru lagik.. hmmm.. dia pun blur2 mcm dunno what happened to Balqis. Sebab aku pun nak cepat, so I send Balqis to school first. Kesian tgk Balqis, muka blur, muka sedih pendek kata muka seposen aaa.. kalau lah ada choice, mmg aku bawak mana2 aku pergi..tapi takkan tak pegi sekolah kan?

So lepas hantar ke sekolah, I went to day care balik. Niat di hati nak jumpa ownernya, nak nayar fees, nak explain do's and don'ts about Balqis. ye la.. org baru baik patah kaki, mesti la byk pantang larang.

The new staff called the owner which is kat bilik atas, specifically mentioned "mak balqis nak jumpa" but she dowan to come down for watever reason I dunno, and she asked the staff to handle my payment.

Aku menyirap tahap gaban nkoooooooo..

First, staff dah 4 kali tukar kot, then tak mo jumpa aku plak. Maybe she is busy.. tatau lah. But at least have a courtesy to call me later ok? Tadi pun aku call hp dia tak berjawab.. and tak bother nak return call pun sampai skang (its 3.15 pm now).

I dun think Balqis is happy there.. and I dun think other kids are happy there as well. Dulu aku pernah nampak sorang budak nih, mak dia nak hantar ke day care ni lah, but dlm kereta lagi dah menangis tersedu2. Then pagi tadi, the same girl, lepas je mak dia balik, teresak2 melalak dlm rumah tuh.

Well, Balqis tak pernah la plak melalak bila nak pergi and balik, but... dah dekat 20 kali kot dia kata tak mo pi sana..

sighhhhhhhhh...

i'm so frustrated coz i dun have a choice now. i really2 dont.

we are in the process of getting a maid now. but hv to wait until parents aku duduk sini permanently, which is dlm mid march.

another month to tahan... another month to worry.

getting a maid pun.. wont solve the problem. aku doa byk2, jgn la ada problem yg bukan2 dgn maid nih.

dtg keje plak.. some people who celebrates CNY tak reti2 nak ambik cuti. Schedule meeting today.. bley? dealing with ngok-ngek-PMS-all-day-long punya boss, stupid datelines and people who refuse to respond... hmmmppphh...

byknyer komplen aku kan?

Mr Photographer will be back today, and I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us.