Happy New year..

Belum lambat lagi kan nak wish?

So what have we achieved last year?

- kawen.. yeay yeay…
- keje baru (ni mcm evey year ada muehehehhe)
- ajar tuition part time..
- Balqis masuk tadika
- jual kancil, bought motorcycle (btw nama motor tu nicholas)

So what we wanna do next year?

Well.. I can say towards the end of last year sampai hari ni, a LOT of things happened. Mainly, ada 2 benda besar dlm kepala aku sekarang…

Firstly, like I said in my previous entry, I am maidless now.

Sometime mid Dec haritu the maid mention to me dia nak balik for good, tak mo renew permit lagik. Anak dia kat indon problem, sakit itu ini yada yada yada. Aku pun okay.. since dia pun cakap awal2, I said nanti habis contract (mid Feb) tak yah renew dah la.

Tup tup about 1 week ago dia kata kat aku, kalau buleh nak balik 5 Jan nih, which giving me less than 2 weeks notice. Dgn sekolah balqis nak start, dgn parents aku still in Taiping, who’s gonna take care of balqis?

Aku hangin. Dia insist nak balik. Gedebak gedebuk gedebak gedebuk, end up balik jugak la dia 5 Jan ni. Aku panic!!!

In less than a week, aku dgn Mr Photographer pening and kalut memikirkan sapa nak jaga balqis. Pk punya pk, bincang itu ini, we decided, hantar Balqis kat day care, no maid for the time being.

Luckily, ada day care baru bukak around the corner, dekat dgn tadika dia. We settled for the registration, transport etc about 2 days ago.So semlm, even tho maid is still around, Balqis dah tak sabar2 nak pergi day care. Kol 11.30 maid send her, and 6 pm Mr Photographer ambik dia balik.

Ikut kata Balqis.. seronok sgt duduk situ, ada kawan nama Aishah (anak owner, umur sama dgn Balqis) Main mak-mak, main kejar2, makan, mandi, belajar Iqra’. Esok nak pergi lagi!!!

Fuhhhh…. Lega aku ok!!!

This morning got a chance to borak dgn the owner.She said Balqis baik budaknya.. best fren dgn anak saya… tapi tak nak tidur sbb excited sgt main.

So, hopefully, Balqis will be ok kat situ, sbb aku mmg dah tak larat nak ambik maid. Duit beribu raban lagik.. dgn perangai tak tentu hala lagik kan?

BUT..

We feel that this maidless thing is temporary jekk.. paling lama pun sampai July nih… sebab apa? Sebabnya ialah tak lain tak bukan benda kedua besar dalam kepala aku skang, or.. errmm.. to be exact dlm perut aku skang.. hehehe…

Yes yes… I’m PREGNANT. – 12 weeks to be exact.

So this explains why aku suka merapu lately, and aku malas update blog lately. U know lah.. 1st trimester.. dugaan hebat betul ok. So I dowan to be posting benda2 merapu all the time kat sini.

I dowan to be updating about sedih, marah, geram, geram, sedih, marah, marah, geram, sedih ALL THE TIME u see…

Coz what I have been going thru for the past 3 mths is air mata, muntah, pening, loya, muntah, nangis, stress, pressure, muntah, pening, loya, mengamuk, marah, pening. Ok, I think u got the idea.

Now the symptoms are slowly going away. Pls pls pls go away… I want to enjoy my pregnancy in PEACE!

Mr Photographer happy (duhhhh…mesti lah happy) and siapa lagi paling happy kalau bukan Balqis. Tak sabar2 nak dpt adik. Dah bagi nama ok kat adik dia.. siap berebut dgn Mr Photographer nak kasik nama apa. Balqis said to us, dia nak adik pompuan jer… kalau boy dia tak mo… boy notty!

I said kalau dpt boy camner? She said kalau dpt boy kasik kat org lain… hehehhe

Ada ke patut…

Tapi skang aku dah berjaya brainwash dia.. boy ke girl ke mesti sayang jugak ok?

So back to our maid/pregnancy story.

We hope to be maid less sampai dpt baby ni lah… duit pun jimat.. sumerang pun happy. Lepas dpt baby.. tgk lah camner.. either ambik maid baru.. or kot2 kitorang dah jadik millionaire ke masa tuh bleh aku resign keje dok umah jaga anak…kuikuikui.. syok ek berangan?

So korang.. doakan aku anak beranak sihat dan selamat dan sihat selalu..

p/s - pagi ni ayah Mazlina Mohd dah kembali ke rahmatullah. Salam takziah from kami sekeluarga. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Al-fatihah utk arwah.