My first nite sleeping without Balqis failed!!

Plan to train her sleep on her own. Even tho not in seperate room, but in my current room she has her own area. So we use existing single mattress, beli cadar pooh yg cantik2, bantal yg comel2, and obviously, dia mmg suka gila and willingly nak tidur on her new 'bed'.

The tilam is placed right beside my bed, so pagi2 just tolak jer tilam tu masuk bawah katil. Mlm2 kuarkan and tadaaa.. she has her own 'bedroom'.

The first nite, after tutup lampu, she told me "ma, gi la tidur atas katil ma, adik tidur sendiri" erkk.. ok.. aku kena halau huhuhh..

ok lah..after few times saying good nite and hugs and kisses, i just watched her fall asleep. then i tried to sleep.. after few moments, iskk.. tak bley tido i tell u.. rasa cam pelik.. i feel the urge nak tido bawah dgn balqis. just watching her is not enough.

nevertheless i just ignored and tried again to sleep. after few moments i think i fell asleep, when i heard balqis merengek minta susu. i qucikly wake up and buat her susu, and i felt mcm tido tak lena.. mcm.. rasa2 cam lelap..tapi tak lena.. paham dak?

so after buat susu balqis..aku pun join sekali dia tido bawah,.. hehe.. and u know.. aku tido lena sampai pagi... best!!

now dah masuk 3rd nite, i am still adapting.. sighh..tak bleh tahan la tido sorang2..