semalam ada org cakap kat aku..

"u got kids?? u married ??"

aku pun mula la adegan nak kembang pungkok. tambah la perisa sikit. aku cakap "dah 2 dah.. my eldest is oredi 7"

pas tu dia mcm muka konfius.. then mcm dok calculate.. then tanya "how old r u"

aku cakap “33”

pas tu mata dia cam terbeliak.. then cakap  "i tot u mcm 24.. so i terkejut bila u cakap anak u dah 7 tahun.. was thinking u got married masa umur 17”

aku pun gelak la hauhuahuahuhauh kan..

pas tu dia kata “BUT U LOOK LIKE A LITTLE GIRL!”

time ni aku tak gelak dah…

ekskius me? elok2 nak kembang pungkok aku dah kuncup balik dah niee.. tu time aku tgh dressed up pakai baju ofis elok2 tuh (blouse/skirt, normal and decent la kan?) kotnyer tgk time aku pakai jeans/shirt jer ntah2 dia ingat aku budak mana tgh ponteng skolah..

saya adalah tidak perasan sama sekali okeh.. ini bukan post perasan muda ke hapa.. ini adalah sedikit insulted and konfius..

patutler klu aku masuk charles & keith mengusha high heel tak de org nak layan aku huhuh..

anak 2 dah banggg...

my long weekend

so where do i start?

ikut kronologi lah ye...

rabu i was on half day leave.. nak perabih annual leave ku yg seciput. so took sofeya pegi dr khairul for her 18mths punya jab. as usual the little girl melalak sampai naluri bergegar.. sampaikan dr cakap "ye la ye la.. dah habis dah injection.. lepas ni toksah dtg dah sampai umo 4 tahun.." tgk tu sofeya.. sampai dr pun halau hang..

so on khamis as update in FB, was me and balqis's girls day out. sonok sgt beb! lama tak kuar berdua mcm tuh. little girl sofeya duduk rumah ye..muehehe.. dah stop jerit and pandai behave sok sok mama bawak jalan sekali k?

we started the day by walking to bangi kopitiam for bfast. bukan sesaja jalan..tapi sbb tak de kereta..huhuh.. anyway tak de la jauh sgt.. abt 15 mins.. ok la.. i took her the short cut i used to guna dulu2 masa aku kecik2 jalan pegi kedai.. reminds me so much of my childhood...

then lepas bfast, jalan pegi dentist, sbb balqis ader appt nak buat scaling & polishing. plus aku nak tanya dr apsal la gigi depan dia tuh dah patah for like 2 mths kot.. tapi x de tumbuh2 pun. and aku? well aku jadi pemerhati jer.. aku takut dentist okeh? and aku takut buat scaling tuh.. no no no no!

surprisingly balqis nangis la plak time nih. last 2 visits, sonok jer dia. in fact this visit dia yg insist nak pegi. nak wat camner kan.. takkan tgh2 scaling tu nak balik kot? but she said to me "lepas ni tak mo pi dentist dah.."

ahh sudah... dah jangkit penyakit aku dahh... like mother like daughter...

after the unpleasant experience kat dentist, kitorang ambik cab ke jusco wangsa maju. her feveret place kan? main game sat.. then had lunch kat johnny's..then SHOPPING!!. bukan brg aku.. but brg2 sekolah balqis yg mana blum beli lagik.

dah beli brg dia..kena lah beli something for the sister. dah tu carik la jugak for the mother..malangnyer tak de yg berkenan. pas tu aku tgk tgh sale kan.. beli lah lagi brg2 rumah apa yg tak de.. beli punya beli, aku lupa yang aku tak de kereta.. so ngangkut la berkodi2 plastic beg tu ke taxi station.. perghh.. putus tangan akak!!

budgetnyer nak shopping sampai thari jer.. so kot2 bleh la ambik train pi klcc and tgk wayang.. ni dgn berduyun brg, shopping pun sampai kol 3, tgk wayang mendanya... balik jer la kan..

where was i? khamis eh?

oh kehhh..

so mlm tu ingatkan nak balik subang, but since new year eve, sah2 la jam merata.. so we spent the night kat melawati.. mr p bawak balqis and her sister gi bukit melawati during midnite nak tgk fireworks.. aku? dok umah baca twilight :p

and oh yeah.. mr p's youngest sister is currently staying with us. baru lepas SPM, and dpt keje part time kat ampang puteri spital. so everyday pegi balik keje dgn kitorang. sonok gak ada budak ni kat umah.. balqis pun ader kawan..

so on friday, balik subang and spent the day kat sana. mlm tu went out to subang parade nak dinner. we were at MPH (aku carik buku twilight but sold out!). aku dgn sofeya tgh duduk2 baca buku, then suddenly this boy (abt 2 y.o) dtg and tendang sofeya! then sofeya terkam aku and peluk, then the boy's maid dtg and verbally marah the boy.. ok lah kan.. aku pun senyum jer la kat maid tuh... budak kan..

then suddenly this boy tendang sofeya again..even tho sofeya tgh berpeluk dgn aku.. wat la kan.. aku rasa nak kasik backhand jer dah kat budak tu.. and the maid cepat2 tarik tgn budak tu and apologize kat aku berkali2.."sorry ye kak.. sorry!"

lepas tu.. i saw the boy's mother came..then the maid cakap "akak tgk ni.. budak ni tendang2 orang!"

well.. naturally... kalau korang jadik mak budak tu.. what would you do?

A. sepak budak tu balik
B. sepak diri sendiri pasal tak pandai jaga anak
C. apologize kat aku
D. none of the above

surprisingly.. the mother did nothing. NOTHING. even tho aku ader depan mata dia.. she just took the boy's hand and walk away.

tak de courtesy eh?

hate to say this but no wonder lah anak ko camtu.. like mother like son!

ok udah ngumpat orang...

so saturday was balqis punya orientation.. which will be in another post.. sbb aku nak bebel panjang sket heheh.. and the rest of the day was spent lazying around and layan-ing the girls..

sunday morning patutnyer bangun awal, pegi groceries kat tesco, balik and have bfast kat umah parents aku. tapi since kitorang 4 branak bangun pukul 9, mueheheh.. so mandi2 and terus ke danau kota for free bfast. groceries postpone!

then sham and liza & their gorjes 8 mths old arissa came for lunch. lama tak jumpa. bergegar rumah aku dgn gelak ketawa mr p & sham. sham is our MBA classmate.. yang sgt rapat dgn we all, dari zaman bercinta sampai la skang dah branak pinak..

and the rest of the day was spent organzing balqis's school stuff.. jahit badge lah.. tulis nama lah.. besa la aku.. mak yang sgt nerves.. hehe..

then monday... ahhh.. school... another post eh? saya sambung baca twilight kejap..

peace bebeh!

 

ololololo manja anak mama!

Someone is going to butterfly park!

Ada org tu nak pergi field trip dgn kawan2 and cikgu dia.. her first ever field trip to Butterfly Park esok!

Org tu excited.. mama pun excited.. tapi mama dia cam cuak pun ader..

iskk..bleh ke budak tu behave kang? nanti kalau terlepas from group mcm mana? iskk.. tolong lah behave ok?

So mama will have half day on her own esok.. hmm.. lets see what shall we do?

spa? sauna? facial? swim? movie?

ohhh.. lupa...

i got TUITION!!!!!!!!!!!

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Ceti oh ceti

i feel like a ceti nowadays...

i teach tuition on part time basis. now ader 8 students sumer. end of the mth, they will pay the fees. seperti biasa kalau deal dgn orang, diorang ni kdg2 lambat, kdg2 lupa.

maka aku yg hidup kais pagi makan pagi kais ptg makan ptg nih.. start ler cuak sbb duit belum masuk tapi duit yg keluar dah mcm air terjun dah..:)

kak ani dok advise aku.."hang mintak jer.. be professional lah.. bukan mintak hutang.. mmg they hv to pay for your services.. cakap elok2.. jgn aaa..uuu..aa..uuu.. be firm, camner nak buat business nih? camner nak bayar expenses hang nih?"

last week.. dgn muka tak malu.. aku reminded one of the students.. "nanti remind mak pasal fees bulan june ek?"

tadi.. aku call one of the parent.."kak.. cuna ni.. nanti jgn lupa kasik payment for june ek?"

issskkkk!!! i feel so like ceti!!

aku mmg tak reti nak mintak2 hutang.. i guess nanti dah ada tuition center kena hire ceti betul2.. heheheh .. sapa nak apply? kasik resume cepat!

2 down.. 2 to go..

Again abt my warts.. hehe.. sori ye kalau buhsan.. but I am sooooo obsessed in getting rid of them!

Tadi managed to cungkil kuar another one. As expected darah byk kuar but this time I was prepared, both for the darah and also the pain.

Very painful during the process.. but very puas hati nak mampos after the thing is out! Analogy nyer mcm picit jerawat..heheh.. tgh picit tu mmg sakit, but once it pops out and kuar sumer nanah and darah (kalau geli toksah baca) giler puas hati okkkkkkk..

The other 2 left ni yg beso2 bagak punya warts.. cam tak sanggup la nak cungkil, mau berlubang beso kaki aku.. ader la 10 kali lagi besar dari the other 2.. errkk..kenot imagine the pain.

Am still thinking how to go abt the other 2 nih... hmm..mmg tempted sgt nak cungkil.. or maybe I shud follow petua Elly on bawang putih, or maybe I'll just go to the Dr ask for a minor surgery to remove it. Errr..derang kasik bius tak ek kalau minor surgeri nih?

My experience with Klinik Idzham

Errr.. tak kena saman kan kalau citer gini? Pasal bukan aku buat citer, mmg betul2 jadik. Remember my post pasal Klinik Idzham vs Klinik Seri Melawati?

This happened.. well.. ermm.. ummm.. like.. 20 years ago.. (OMG dats like 2 decades.. demn.. I'm that old meh?) Masa tu aku darjah 4.

I remember haritu lepas makan tembikai, I got stomach ache. Gi la klinik, Dr kata maybe kembung, kasik ubat biasa.. she said "makan tembikai byk sgt kot"

Sampai malam, tak baik2.. it got worse. Gi la klinik again, same lady doctor attended. Dia boleh MARAH aku!! She said "Sabar la... makan ubat sampai habis!!!"

Mangkuk punya pompuan.... Too bad I can't recall name.

Sampai midnite, sakit perut got even worse. I remembered mak and my sisters sumer tidur bawah, bentang tilam kat depan sbb nak temankan aku.

So my parents brought me to KI, again, for the 3rd time in the same day. Masa ni Dr. Idzham sendiri yg on duty. Check2.. he said.."Appendix ni... pergi admit cepat, kena buat surgeri"

Appendix rupanyaaaaaa.... patutla sakit tak baik2...

And the mangkuk lady doctor bleh diagnose as sakit perut biasa.. and marah aku lagik..bley??

Overall..hmm..maybe Dr Idzham himself is good, maybe the lady Dr jer yg tak bley pakai, but I already developed this fobia aka negative perspective towards the clinic.

Secondly.. walaupun tak de kena mengena, aku dah fobia nak makan tembikai. Altho i can rationalize that I actually sakit perut becoz of appendix, but somewhere in my mind said aku sakit becoz of tembikai, sampai skang ni I kenot even bau tembikai... bleh pening sampai nak muntah.

Caaaakiiittttttt!!!

Remember my warts?

Lepas sapu liquid yg Dr kasik for quite some time, mcm tak de kesan je pun, but I still continue using it. Makin keras ada lah tempat tuh. So semlm tgn xtra gatal.. sedap jer korek2 kat situ. Makin kulit keras tu nak keluar, makin sedap la aku korek.. sampai la satu tahap, mcm terasa sakit menyucuk.. then I stopped korek-ing.

Dlm hati, mcm gerammmm.. nak jer korek sampai habis.. so berbekalkan keberanian menanggung sakit.. aku taaarikk jer kulit tuh. Sakit mmg tak terkata, mcm kena sengat, ngilu satu kaki. Tapi yg paling tak sangka.. terbukak jer kulit tuh, memancut2 darah kuar!!! (ok la Im exagerating.. mana ader memancut.. but giler byk i tell u!)

Tergezut aku tgk darah tuh.. padan ler sakit.. rupanya warts tu mcm dah tumbuh dlm sgt, dah bersangkut paut dgn urat2 darah kot.

Byknyer darah.. habis 2 tisu penuh darah.. imagine byk tu darah coming from luka sebesar 2 mm jer kot.. and being me.. yg mmg suka tgk darah.. aku dok picit2 lagik luka tu kasi kuar habis sumer darah.. (i shud've been a doctor.. i know!)

Balqis yg terkejut badak tgk luka tuh.. muka dia cam.. terkedu tak tau nak buat apa..panic pun ader.. hehe. time ni la nak manja2.. aku pon pretend ler nangis.. "huhuhhu mama cakitttt" Dia pun dgn muka panic, dok peluk aku and usap2.. "ok eeekkk.. mama jgn nangis ekkkk... im here.... ok ..ok... i'll take care of you kay......"

perghh.. cair beb.. balqis pujuk mcm tuh.. syiokkkk...

balqis pun tanpa disuruh gi ambik plaster dia kasi kat aku.. iskk. terharu sungguh.. sayang jugak kat mama ek?

Warts

Sori for the gambar.. heheh.. mmg aku tgh tak je keje pegi snap gambar kaki sendiri. Tapi kalau tak ambik gambar kang korang tak leh imagine amenda yg ada kat kaki aku nih.

Dah lama dah.. few mths I guess, tapi sbb tak sakit, aku wat tak tahu jer la. Ada la dlm 3 ketul camtuh naik kat tapak kaki. Lately tgn pun menggatal, gi korek2 menda tuh, so it hurts a bit bila jalan. Still, aku dok wat tak tahu lagik. Plus, earlier I showed them to kak yah and she said "nothing to worry.. treat dgn liquid nitrogen jer.." yea rite like I know how to..

Tapi sbb nak kawen nyer pasal.. hhihih.. aku dok pk "alaa..kang pakai inai lawa2, rosak la plak ada menatang ni kat kaki aku.. " So hari ni tgh2 boring kat ofis (ye aku still tak de keje lagik), aku pon bergegas ke klinik berdekatan dan mintak ubat.

Dr gave me thick liquid, mcm nail color yg jernih tu, soh sapu kat the warts, it will burn them off. kena becareful jgn kena kulit lain, takut terbakar jugak.. uihhh.. bahaya sih!

So hopefully i can pakai inai lawa2 nanti hik hik hik...

And speaking of that.. aku nak buat free promo..

Tgn aku dulu.. selalu naik cam bintik2.. (tak de gambar), especially bhgn belakang tapak tgn. ekali tgk cam rashes, pharmacists kasik ubat utk fungi, kak yah siap kasi ubat yg ada steriod sbb teruk sgt.

Jenuh aku dok sapu sumer tak jalan. Bila dah gatal, tgn lain pun turut "menggatal" and dok garu..

Pas tu haritu gi guardian, nampak la product EUBOS nih, utk very dry skin. Kulit badan aku mmg extremely dry (muka jer pandai minyak lebih..ampeh) Minum la bergelen air, sapu lah losyen berkali2 dok kering gitu lah jugak.

So EUBOS ni ada shower oil and body lotion. Try2 for few days and guess what.. bintik2 kat belakang tgn tu HILANG!!!! Impress nyer aku!! And overall kulit tak rasa kering sgt..much2 better!

Now I can pakai inai lawa2 kat tgn hehehehhe....

Gi la beli EUBOS nih.. seriyes best giler!

The announcement

I dunno how to put it here. Tak tahu appropriate ke tak… But I am so happy and I want to share my happiness with all of you my readers and friends.

Some of you may already know. Thanks for the support and being happy for me. It meant a lot!

And the news is…..

I am getting MARRIED!! Yeous.. after almost 4 years being single mingle tongle janda manda tonda.. hehehe..

Dgn siapa.. bila.. nanti la ek.. belum finalize thoroughly.. (dgn siapa tu dah ler finalize kalau idak aku tak announce ler camni heheh)

Tunggu ler sampai mak bapak kedua pihak dah bincang elok2 and set the date and follow up news will be announced later…

I hope semua org will be happy.. and tolong doakan kebahagiaan kami bertiga (Jgn lupa aku ada Balqis ok) I also hope that balqis especially will be happy and boleh menerima org baru dlm hidup kami.

I have told her (Balqis) about this.. oh what can u say.. a 4 y.o kid.. kejap dia happy, kejap dia tak kasik kawin.. kejap dia nak abah dia… yg bestnye kdg2 dia cakap "Adik pun nak kawin!" or "Umur berapa adik bleh kawin ma?" Saboooooo.. tunggu mama kawin dulu waakakakak

I guess it should be okay.. after all bukan tak kenal.. Cuma kena take some time for adjustment period lah kot..

Till later… (senyum sampai telinga)

Ni baru update for today

Fuhh..penatnya mengupload citer2 yg terperuk selama 2 minggu without internet connection.
I still hutang posts for gambar sukan Balqis and also the announcement ek?

btw today is friday.. and here we go back at 4.45pm .. syioookkkk

CIVILIZATION!!!!!

AAAHHHHHHHHH!! Internet Connection FINALLY!!!!!

Giler babeng punya LEGAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

After 5 days baru dpt PC (and yes 4 days of berlakon reading documentation)
2nd week baru dpt Email Access..
Finally NOW (almost 2 weeks) baru dpt internet access.

Now I feel like jumping up and down yeahaaaaaa!!

Melawati vs Danau Kota

I'm having trouble when people ask me "tinggal mana?" By default, otak aku akan fikir Melawati and mulut aku akan automatically keluar Melawati. Mcm dah embedded in my subconscious brain yg "tinggal mana" = "melawati"

No No No No No!

Lepas few seconds only I realized.."eh.. silap.. aku tinggal kat danau kota!"

U see..I've been living in Melawati since 1983. Tolak few years when I was married dulu, tolak few years kat PPP Shah Alam, I practically spent 3/4 of my life there. Only recently aku pindah to Taman Melati (remember the lift punya incident with Balqis? erghhhh!!) then to Danau Kota.

Nowadays I even go to Melawati almost everyday sbb ngajar kat sana after work. Nak pergi clinic pun aku sanggup drive ke Melawati sbb dah biasa dgn Klinik Seri Melawati tuh. (even Balqis also dowan other doctor.. nak Dr Ganesan jugak!) Nak potong rambut pun kat Melawati!

Sib baik la Melawati and Danau Kota is just 10 minutes drive.

Even my mailing address aku taruk address rumah kak ani in Melawati.

See how much I loooooove Melawati?

Esok birthday Balqis!

My baby is gonna be 4 yo. huhuhhu. dah besar bucuk acam mama yg sorang nih. So esok me gonna be on leave (yippie!). Pagi buat small party at her school, mlm makan2 with family. Perghh.. anak sorang, birthday party sampai dua.

Me so happy..
Plus semlm ada berita gembira. Fatin and friends baru dpt markah for their exam at school. Maths belum dpt, but overall ada improvement for Sains. Kak ani told me.. "Liana, Atin dpt Sains 80 lebih.." I was like nak gugur jantung.. was thinking.. "mak ai 80 lebih jer? mampuih, sure tak mau tuisyen dgn aku dah.." coz I was expecting like 90 plus ke apa ke.. Pas tu kak ani perasan agaknya muka aku tak happy, she said "eh okaylah tu.. hang tau dak dia dulu dok dpt 60-70 jaaa"

TERUS AKU HAPPY CAM NAK MELOMPAT! yeahaaa!!!
(errk... jgn heppi sgt.. jgn tegur benda pelik ok)

syukur..alhamdulillah..

later one of her friends also said ada improvement.. dulu2 selalu dpt C, skang dah improve B.

Ya Allah happy nyer aku!!!

Budak2 tu yg exam, aku yg bukan mak diorang plak kecut perut bila nak dpt result. Tapi sabar.. sabar.. kena usaha lebih lagi.. kena aim A for UPSR okay kanak2?

Ada lagi sorang potential student nak register hehhehe.. syukur.. rezeki sempena birthday balqis ni kot..

mai mai tuisyen dgn cuna ramai2..

Banyaknya benda nak cerita part 4

Kan I was on MC for two days? Balqis is the most-est happi-est person ever, sebab mamanyer buleh ambik dia balik sekolah. Hari Khamis time hantar I told her oredi,

Me : mama pergi kerja tengahari, so mama ambik balqis, kita lunch then mama pergi kerja ok?
Balqis : alaaa.. mama tuisyen adik dulu lah (mentang2 aku ajar tuisyen, dia pun nak tuisyen..hehe), pas tu kita main puzzle, pas tu mama pergi kerja.
Me : (sounds good..) ok lah!

I wanted to finish my tuition work, nak buat kat rumah mmg JGN HARAP! Balqis is way to cute and irresistible, kang kerja tuition ke mana, apa ke mana. Plus I have tuition mlm tu, so nak keluar rumah mmg a very challenging task.

Once dah balik sekolah, we had lunch, and as promised, main puzzle then ajar tuisyen tulis 1,2,3. Dah habis sampai 10, aku pun sbb happy sgt dia pandai tulis.. “Yeay!! My daughter is so clever! Now I can go to work!”

Tiba2 dia cam diam, tersentak, and muka cam than nak nangis. I just realized.. eh..aku salah cakap ke? dia terasa cam aku nak cepat2 gi keje kot? Iskkk… bersalah plak rasa. Pas tu aku peluk dia.. pujuk2.. apa lagi.. melalak sakan. Kesian.. syahdu plak rasa. Bawak pergi beli sticker, balik, melalak lagik.. ishh. Tak bley jadik. Maid pun pujuk ler.. “jom pergi beli gula2..” time aku kuar rumah, dgr lagi la lalakan dia tuh.. but later maid told me once dah beli sweets she is okay.

Cian.. so on Friday, since tak der class mlm, I decided to stay home jer lah dgn dia. Punya lah suka. Time balik sekolah, dia siap introduce lagik kawan2 dia.. “ma.. ni lah ilias, ni la afiqah, ni kasut puteri, ni ilman.. etc etc..”

We spent the day shopping, nap, shopping again, balik, mandi, dinner, gi rumah kak ani, balik, cartoon, puzzle, golek, peluk, cium, cartoon, peluk cium again, then tidur!

HEAVEN!!!

Banyaknyer benda nak cerita part 3

Told u earlier I hv this 1 new student. Nama sebenar dan identity terpaksa dirahsiakan ye. J Mula2 mak budak ni nak suruh ajar BM, Kemahiran Hidup, Sivik, etc. huhhh?? OMG. Aku pun fail jugak benda2 tuh. So I told the mother..”Sori la auntie, to be honest, I pun tak pandai sgt subjects tuh…blab la bla..” ye la.. nak set the expectation right. Math and science okaylah.. yg lain2 tu kalau nak tolong tgk2 kan homework, still ok lagik la. But I just want to set the expectation MEMANG aku tak reti subject tu.

So finally after discussing with the student and the mother, we came to an agreement. Basically budak ni mmg pandai, tak yah private tuition ni pun. But mak dia ni just nak someone to teman him study kot. Buat cam adik sendiri, mana dia tak tahu, tolong tunjukkan, teman borak2.

Okay la I guess. First time pergi rumah dia cuak jugak beb. Dah ler budak ni speaking London punya budak. Cakap melayu mmg tak fasih sgt. And camner aku nak treat cam adik2? I never had any adik.. yg ada cuma anak sedara yg aku selalu buli and kacau. Takkan nak buli anak org dak? Hehehe. Tapi it turned out okay lah. Dah 2 sessions, so far so good. Hopefully the student enjoys it lah!

Banyaknya benda nak cerita part 2

As mentioned before, I was on MC. 2 hari straight plak tuh! wallauweyyyy...bestnyer! Nak tau camner dpt? hehehe. Ni sumer Raden, my good friend from Maybank yg bagitau. (tak leh bagitau nama klinik kat sini, kang silap2 kena saman naya jer, kalau nak tau email/skype me personally.)

Ada satu klinik ni, memang akan kasik MC dua hari. Tak sakit pun, 2 hari gak dpt. Datang jer klinik, duduk, tak payah bukak mulut, dr. akan pot pet pot pet citer itu ini, tup2 dpt 2 hari MC. Tu lah yg Raden bagitau aku dulu. Mula2 cam tak percaya. Ye la.. dah tak sakit, camner nak dpt MC ye dak? dua hari plak tuh!

Pas tu dulu time aku keje maybank, nak try lah betul ke tak. So hari Khamis pergi lah klinik, dgn muka kesian. (sakit la jugak sikit2..heheh). Duduk jer, dr tu bukak mulut..
Dr : ye akak... kenapa ni?
Me : tak sihat.. (i think so lah.. tak berapa ingat)
Dr : u look so tired and pale.. pot pet pot pet.. cuba bukak mulut..
me : (nganga)
Dr : your throat pun mcm ada infection..pot pet pot pet...
me : (huh??? biar betull.. my throat is perfectly okay!!!)
dr: tambah2 masa u pregnant nih.. u need a looooooot of rest... pot pet pot pet.. so im giving u mc for 2 days.. u take a long rest till the weekend ok?
me : (dlm hati..muahahahhah) ok dr. thks.

tu citer few years ago lah...

last week, i desperately need to find the dr. again. cari2 tempat lama dah tak de. rupa2nya dah pindah. So pagi2, dah bertandang kat klinik dia.

dr : ye akak.. apa problem?
me : cam tak sihat sgt, tekak sakit, flu.
dr : do u understand or not the word flu nih? u tell me now, what do u understand from flu?
me : (huhhh?? apa nih? im not here for medical punya class.. im here for a 2 days punya MC ok?) errrm.. selsema la dr, sneezing..
dr : no no no no!! u ppl, always get these wrong! now u tell me, what do u understand from cough and cold?
me : (OMG! kalau aku tau mcm ni aku klinik lain tadi). ermm.. ntah la dr!
dr : pot pet pot pet (for abt 5 minutes dok explain kat aku the differences) cuba bukak mulut..
me : (nganga)
dr : ada merah2 sikit ye, but tak bermakna tak serious.. it may get worse.. so u wud need a lot of rest.. now let me take your temperature..
me : (hehehhe.. i hear MC coming!)
dr : temperature ok, tak demam, but doesnt mean u tak sakit ye.. u can be sick anytime. so i bagi u 2 hari MC, u make sure rehat betul2 ok. pot pet pot pet.. istirehat itu sgt penting ye.. pot pet pot pet..
me : ok..thks..

yeahaaaa!!!

My first gaji

Semalam, one of the students bagi tuition fees. "Cuna, mak bagi duit tuition" "oh! thanks!" I wasn't expecting any payment untill 28th. And I didn't expect myself to be sooooo happy dpt duit tuition!

Happy giler beb! hehehhe.. cam rasa mula2 dpt duit gaji dulu. :)

Tapi as usual, awal2 ahun ni ada jer la pihak2 yg nak perabih duit aku, contohnya cukai pintu/cukai tanah and insurans kereta dan yg sewaktu dgnnya.. hmmmphhhh!!!

Baru nak post pasal cuti

Sudah2 lah ye citer pasal Balqis and abahnyer.. hehehe. Lupa lak nak citer apa we all buat cuti 4 hari. No, we did not go for any vacation. Gilo ke hapa.. jem mcm harem. My cousin from KL nak balik Penang, kuar rumah kol 6 pagi, kol 9 ada kat Tanjung Malim lagik. My sister nak pergi Lembah Beringin from our house (which normally takes at most 45 minutes jer). Ni kuar rumah kol 6 petang, kol 9 mlm baru sampai..

Cuti 4 hari, my sister from Johor, Kak mi, balik sini. So me, Balqis and the rest of the kids (nangoi nangoi we call them) asyik keje swim, swim, swim pagi petang sampai Balqis demam. Seronok sgt, bukan selalu budak2 sepupu sepapat tu jumpa. Kitorang 4 beradik dok jauh2. Sorang kat Johor, sorang kat ostolia, me and kak ani jer terperuk kat lembah klang nih. (kak ani pun nak pi canada.. huhuh.tinggal la aku sorang!)

Today, aku plak rasa cam nak demam.. iskkk.. dah Jumaat baru nak demam.. bahlul btul defense system body aku nih.. nak demam lain kali hari Rabu ok? dpt MC 2 hari terus.. muahahahhahahahha!

Lately..

I have problem dunno what to blog. I write everyday, save as draft, but when I read it again, sure tak jadi post. Lepas tu delete.

Feeling down a bit.

PMS? ye kot.

Been comparing myself to others lately.

I know, jgn compare. Syukur dgn apa kita ada. I know.. I know.

hmmmmmmmm.........

Have I told u lately how much I love Balqis?

I and Balqis always tell each other..

Me : Adik sayang mama tak?
Balqis : Sayang..
Me : Banyak mana?
Balqis : banyak ni! (tangan tunjuk all 10 fingers)
Me : wuihhhh!! Byknyer!! Mama sayang adik.. 100!!! (dia baru belajar yg 100 is a LOOOOTT)
Balqis : waahhhhhh byknyer ma!!!

Hehehe.. 100 is nothing baby… mama sayang adik.. infinity to the power of infiniti.. hehe.. paham?

U know.. the most-est best-est part of my day is, in the middle of the nite, after Balqis dah tido, I just baring beside her, watch her sleeping like a baby, touching her and hugging her close to me, and best-est of all is I can smell her sweet, asam, my Balqis punya aroma.. hehe.. the smell from her susu + air liur basi + bau ketiak!

Call me gross, disgusting.. but I really kenot live without that scent!

I’m thinking…

Org kata, jgn happy2 sgt, nanti kita bersedih.

I am very2 upset. I am very2 angry. Very very very very u know?

I dunno what to do. As usual, kak ani la jadi tempat mengadu. Kat dia la I will tell everything and cry.

What happen? Tak per la.. let me keep it to myself. I promised myself tak nak cakap buruk pasal org lagi. Tambah2 in public mcm ni. But I need to get my feelings out. I take this as my test, as the consequences that I have to face for my past decisions.

And I’m thinking…

That, maybe, most probably, very highly likely.. that I will follow kak ani to Canada. Well like I said, maybe… decision tgh2 marah ni tak leh caya sgt. Nanti dah cool down pk lain pulak…

But as of now.. yes I’m thinking of pergi jauh2. I remembered, I wanted to go somewhere far, but I dunno where. Now that kak ani is going, maybe this is an opportunity for me.

Maybe… maybe…

Tell me again.. why is this happening?

I don’t know. I can’t think. Everything seems to stop. Is there hope? I think so.

Stop asking why.

Sometimes there is no answer. Accept the fact. Live the life u choose.

No turning back. No regrets.

Let’s see…

Happy birthday.