Finale: Tasya!!!!! (15 May)

Remember ikan Balqis?

By noon yesterday all 3 are dead. At ofis I was so worried about Balqis. Came back home ptg semlm, she told me “Ma, ikan adik tido lama sgt la…. Dah mati kot, buang jer la ma, kita beli ikan baru nak?”

Fuhhh lega… … tak der la frust sgt ek budak nih!

So ptg tu jugak we bought new ikan. This time bought ikan laga. Acu told me ikan oren2 camtuh mmg sensitive. Bagi makan lebih sikit pun mati, naik kereta lama2 pun pening nanti mati.. haihhhh… So beli ikan laga senang nak jaga.

Since sekor je yg ada.. Balqis decided to call her Tasya…

Minum susu mesti dgn Tasya,
Nak tido kena dodoi Tasya,
Bangun pagi jenguk Tasya
Pakai baju sekolah pun mesti dgn Tasya,
Aku call thari tadi pun dia report.. “Ma, Tasya ok, dia tak tido lama2..” heheh..

Part 10: Tasya, Gina and Nemo (13 May)

Semalam we bought Balqis fish for her to bela.. 3 ekor altogether.. name as above. Don’t ask me what kindda fish, I know its small and orange color (bukan goldfish), costs RM1.50 per ekor.

She was so happy….

Pagi ni I kejut her to school.. she wanted to say good morning to the fish dulu…

Sekali tgk…. Tasya and Gina are DEAD!!! Only Nemo is alive. OMG!!! Mcm mana nih!! Balqis will be heartbroken.. I dunno how to explain to her… I tried.. but Balqis cam cannot accept that the fish oredi mati.. “tak mati la maaaa…. Tasya dgn Gina tidooooo!!!”

Haiyo mcm mana nih!!

Later thari I called, maid told me 3-3 ekor dah mati!!.. Demn… camne nih!

Part 9: Mother’s Day gift from Balqis (12 May)

Saturday morning lepas bangun.. I asked Balqis..

Me: Balqis.. kata ada flower utk ma..
Balqis: ada…. Ma tunggu kejap… tapi adik kena cium ma dulu…

Sweeeeet!

Few moments later she came with a flower and a card..
Balqis: Happy Mother’s day ma….
Muah muah.. she kissed me..and we hugged…

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…. I was sooooo touched that I cried…!!!

I laaaapppp my daughter so much!!!

Part 8: Mother’s Day (11 May)

As usual at 11.30 am++ I will call Balqis.

Balqis : Ma.. Hari ni Mother’s Day ke?
Me : Belum.. nape?
Balqis : Teacher kasi flower, teacher kata utk Mother’s Day..

How nice!!!

Sekarang baru boleh ajar dia appreciate. Sebelum ni tak de org nak ajar dia buat itu ini utm mama. Takkan aku sendiri nak suruh “buat card for mother’s day” cam pelik la plak kan?

Even tho ader jugak hihihih.. cam haritu pergi jusco and I said Balqis beli la card utk mama for Mother’s Day wakakakakak… alih2 kang aku beli, aku tulis sendiri kuang kuang kuang.., sadis..sadis…

Part 7: Balqis at school (10 May)

Hari ni Balqis tak pergi sekolah (coughing quite bad). Plus she has exam next week, so tak mo la stress sgt.. heheheh… yeousss.. budak 4 tahun dah ada exam…

I told her “Balqis ada exam tau”
She replied “Exam tu apa ma? Adik nak exam kaler pink bleh? Afiqah punya exam kaler apa? Hehhehe…

So this morning went to school to inform her teacher that she is absent.

Cit cat with the teacher and she said

“Eh u tau, balqis skang leading in class tau! Esp. dlm reading both BM and BI. Dia sorang jer yg dah habis book 1. She can read suku kata already.. A. Abu, Ali, Ani, B, Bola, Buku.. I’m so proud of her! U should buy books and start reading with her. But coloring dia slow sikit, kena make sure she practice a lot, lama2 Insya Allah ok. But I’m really happy tgk dia reading, she is a very smart girl lah!”

Waduh2… bangga sih!!!

Pagi ni aku pergi kerja dgn hati berbunga2.. (Seriously I can feel the bunga2 in my heart!)

Part 6: My Kancil (10th May)

Semalam Kancil buat hal. Pagi2 tak mo start. After 5 yrs ++ seingat aku ni la 1st time jadik camnih. Dok bunyi krek krek krej cam wayar shot. Aler… takkan bateri kot? Tak sampai setahun pun tukar.

Called rescue team from melawati aka kak ani. Abg Fadzil later came and tolong hantar me and balqis to school and lrt.

Later called another rescue team aka my father. Kena lecture kejap “ Tu la hang ni tak pernah nak tgk kereta.. Air bateri dah berapa lama tak bubuh? Bila last service?” yada yada yada…”Nanti beli maintenance froo bateri dlm 300” mak oiiii.. habis la duit aku!!!

Called another rescue team aka photographer.. “Tak per I can get cheaper battery dlm 100++” fuh..lega…

After office went back and checked..tgk2 buleh la plak start…

Ropa2nya.. kepala bateri yg sambung kat wayar (I dunno what it is called) tu dah patah so longgar le…. Duhhhhhhhh…

So hari ni kancil is back!! I laaapppp my kancil!!

Part 4: 2nd day at work (8 May)

It’s my 2nd day at work. Was late this morning, punya la kelam kabut lari ke ofis, sampai around 8.50 am. AIKKKKKKKKK??

Seketul jer orang kat ofis??

Me: Org lain blum dtg ke?
Orang: Belum
Me: Mmg tak kisah ke kalau dtg lambat?
Orang: Patutnya tak boleh la, tapi tak de org monitor, so pandai2 la.. sini flexible, asal kerja siap sudah…

Cantekkkkkkk.. I laaappppp this bank!

Tgk2 org lain kol 9, 3.0 baru sampai….

Back to my normal routine today. Lunch go to gym, tapau food from home. Felt so good to be back in gym!!!!!

I miss FF at M Axis..
I miss my normal locker 098 kat M. Axis..
I miss 2 org old friendly apek there, everyday mesti tegur aku kat sana..
Lunch hour kat sana tak ramai org, so muka masing2 dah kenal.

Masa mula2 masuk FF SPK mcm sogan la plak.. hehe.. tak biasa.. sob sob…

Most of all.. I miss doing gym with Cath…uwaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Part 3: My grief (8 May)

Yesterday was doing homework with Balqis. Halfway coloring, she said.. “penat la…. Nak kakak!!!” She insisted my maid to teman her doing homework.

Before we went to sleep, she asked “ma, boleh tak adik pergi baring bilik kakak 5 minit?”
This morning after I mandikan her she said “Nak kakak pakaikan baju”

Sedihnya aku!!!!1

But I have only myself to blame.

Maybe I’m not spending enough time with her. Tu la.. sibuk sgt cari duit. Benda ni dah jadi mcm time aku buat MBA dulu. Remember my posts dulu pasal dia asyik nak kakak?

Things were ok for a while after I finished studying.

Now I guess since I was too busy with tuition, dia dah mula nak kakak balik.

New action plan – after work, balik rumah dulu, mandi solat dinner with her, then bring her to tuition with me, then I guess can spend more time with her.

Sorry baby.. mama did not spent enough time with you… I love u so much ok?

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1 week of unemployment and another week at new place without any connection, torturing I tell u!

Thanks for those who called and sms-ed. Sorry ya for not contacting for such a long time. Biasa la bank… nak apply internet and email access pun kena tunggu lama.

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