Yes, this is a complaint.... dgr ye.. jgn tak dgr..
(tapi ni citer friday lepas, hari ni aku dah ok)
I dunno why, starting on Thursday evening, mood aku mengalami krisis kejatuhan dlm carta. Friday whole day.. even worse... rasa cam.. PENAT.. BOSAN..
I feel so tired... exhausted..
Penat la pergi gym everyday, pas tu esok sakit2 badan.
Penat la jaga makan... i want to belasah everything without thinking..
Penat la everyday kuar pergi tuition. duit tak leh dtg bergolek ke?
Penat la everyday bangun pagi pergi keje..everyday kena bersardin dlm tren, twice a day.. serious penat.. few times i almost cried masa tgh beratur naik tren.. sakit jiwa tau?
I feel like i don't hv enough time for Balqis and ESPECIALLY myself.
Bangun pagi.."cepatttt mama nak pergi keje!"
Balik keje.. "cepattttt mama nak pergi tuition!"
Balik tuition "cepat tidoooo.. esok nak sekolah!"
Kdg2 aku renung balik... bila masa aku spent quality time dgn dia?
Time for myself? huhhh.. lagi la jgn harap.
i can't even remember when was the last time i sat and watch tv on my own, at least 1 full movie/siri.. kalau nak, kena tunggu balqis tido and that wud be somewhere around 11pm++ which means kena ambik time tido aku, in which mmg dah selalu berlaku tapi instead of aku tgk tv, i hv to stay up and prepare questions for tuition or mark budak2 punya paper.
haiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Tapi aku pk pk balik..
Amenda la yg dok komplen sgt nih... tak tahu bersyukur ke?
At least ada rezeki lebih bley join gym..jaga badan, jaga kesihatan. Nasib baik ada kesedaran jaga makan.. kalau tua2 esok sakit mcm mana? Syukur la ada opportunity nak ngajar tuition. sapa mau kasik duit free? (sapa nak kasik bagitau aku heheh). Nasib baik la ada transport pergi keje..nasib baik la ada keje.. kalau tak de camne?
Well as I said I am ok oredi. Had a fantastic weekend. And.. ehem.. aku masak.. heheh... (ye, for those who don't know, aku mmg jarang/malas/bebal bab masak nih) So kira2 nya kalau aku masak tuh.. mmg buleh masuk dokumentari la wakakkakakak...
Last time aku masak was like.. ermm...(maggie tak kira ek)... waitdamenet.. ermmmm.. OMG i can't remember! huahauhauhauhauaha!!!!
2 comments:
Terkejut lak baca post ni. I always think that you are so lucky compared to me. Nanti... aku gi muhasabah diri... (glad that u feeling ok now)
nomee, aku lak terkajut baca comment nko.. how can u ever felt i am luckier compared to you? aku plak always rasa org lain lagi lucky.. hmmm.. tu lah kita ek? asyik nak mengompare manjang.. tak bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada..
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