Org kata, jgn happy2 sgt, nanti kita bersedih.
I am very2 upset. I am very2 angry. Very very very very u know?
I dunno what to do. As usual, kak ani la jadi tempat mengadu. Kat dia la I will tell everything and cry.
What happen? Tak per la.. let me keep it to myself. I promised myself tak nak cakap buruk pasal org lagi. Tambah2 in public mcm ni. But I need to get my feelings out. I take this as my test, as the consequences that I have to face for my past decisions.
And I’m thinking…
That, maybe, most probably, very highly likely.. that I will follow kak ani to Canada. Well like I said, maybe… decision tgh2 marah ni tak leh caya sgt. Nanti dah cool down pk lain pulak…
But as of now.. yes I’m thinking of pergi jauh2. I remembered, I wanted to go somewhere far, but I dunno where. Now that kak ani is going, maybe this is an opportunity for me.
Maybe… maybe…
Tell me again.. why is this happening?
I don’t know. I can’t think. Everything seems to stop. Is there hope? I think so.
Stop asking why.
Sometimes there is no answer. Accept the fact. Live the life u choose.
No turning back. No regrets.
Let’s see…
Happy birthday.
11 comments:
Sabar akak, sabar.
Dugaan Allah, tanda Allah sayang :)
Kalau pi Canada, nanti iena travel sana kira akak leh support accommodation eh? hehe
:D
hehe..ni tgh PMS kot hehhehe
why suddenly "happy birthday" ... ?
Aku rasa mende tu betui la..
Lepas aku tak dapat fly dulu.. sampai skang nak eppi sangat pun takut. Heh..
The last time aku excited giler masa my friends nak datang europe. Pastu Beskal aku kena langgar keta. :P. Nasib baik tak teruk.. heheh
But anyway, take care.. I think every problem in this world has a remedy.
Happy Belated Bday
its my birthday..
shell, tu la lain kali kena beringat sket time happy2 nih.. and thks for the birthday wish!
Tension la habis habis...lepas tu look back..and say.."I can handle this"..it is not THAT bad...
yes.. i can handle this...
selalunya bila kita tgh marah yg teramat sgt tu mcm2 bende yg kita fikir nk buat kat org tu. for exp marah email yg baru dapat..bab kejelah..siap nak balas kow2 punya...contentnya dtg betoi2 dr my heart and wat i felt that time..however after 10 minutes my anger dah cool..and x jadi reply email tu. kalo aku sent mesti gempaq!
jgn buat decision waktu tgh tension/pressure/angry.cool down first. kalo nasi dah jadi bubur x guna lg...
tp kalo ko decide nk g canada tu..jgn lupa kita org t cni k..take care and enjoy ur weekend.peace
heheh.. ye la ika... aku tau decision tgh marah ni tak leh pakai sgt... nanti la aku pk pk kan dulu...
You promised me once to take care of your heart. Do you still remember? Whatever you do please take care of your heart. Time will heal any cuts it but how long will it takes? I have been to Vancouver. It is a very nice place. I would not mind to stay there. There is a muslim community there as well and a mosque. Where will you be going? And who will take care of your dad business if Kak Ani and Abang Fazil migrate to Canada? Anyhow...happy belated birthday...completely forgot the 1st November.
Sorry, just check my diary...2nd November...1st November is Aiswa..
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