Busy bee...

Duhh...whats new kan? Asyik busy manjang. I now realize, than mcm mana sekali pun kita plan, to do list ke, apa ke, there is always something yang unexpected that will  get in the way.

Paham tak?

Tak kira la ko keje ofis ke. Ko meniaga ke. Ko housewife ke. Sama jek.

Dulu belum start sekolah aku plan baikkk punya nanti dah start sekolah boleh buat itu ini itu ini bla bla bla.

Then you see,

1st week of school Balqis demam (but still went to school)

2nd week of school Balqis lelah teruk and MC for 3 days.

Next 2 days tu adik pulak start lelah, then the next day aku pulak demam.

So after 2 days of soooo relaxing weekend, aku tak sabar nak start this week. Penuh semangat and berkobar2 (nak buat keje Kay Parlour aku la mainly).

Sekalik pukul 10.30 cikgu Sofeya call from sekolah, dia ngadu sakit kepala.

Rushing la ke sekolah dia and ambik balik. Agak panas sikit badan. 

Kesian anak2. I think maybe cuaca kot. Kalau panas tu panas ya ampun. Kalau hujan tu mmg tak de basah sikit2 mmg stok lencun sampai boleh perah.

Habis mcm mana kan, mesti la kena utamakan anak2. Ada few times jugak aku terpaksa postpone delivery sbb bebudak tak sihat and tak boleh nak tinggal. 

Apa point yang aku nak bebel pun ntah la korang. 

Somehow I just feel that you cannot have it all. Paham tak. 

Kalau kau nak jadi housewife, be a superb housewife. Macam Bree Van de Kamp dlm desperate housewives tu. Siap rumah kemas sudu garpu kilat bagai. Makan minum semua terjaga elok2.

Nak jadi businesswoman be a good one. Mcm vivy yusof. She is so successful in her line of business. You dont see her kat rumah 24/7 sibuk nak ngemas /basuh kain/masak and same time buat bisness, do you?

Bukan maksud aku nak kata one if better than the other. Mana2 kau pilih ikut la yang mana adds value to your life and others. Cuma you cannot have it all. Well you can, cuma nak extremely be successful in all the areas, maybe agak mencabar.

As for me, masih lagi struggling utk mencari balance. Of course mesti la focus paling utama kat anak2. Masak hari2 and jadi driver hantar pegi - balik sekolah tu sudah pasti. 

Ada masa extra, ngadap la depan pc buat keje. Tak de masa, ngadap la bantal dgn selimut hahahhahah

Dah la membebel. Esok2 kita cerita elok2 sikit ye. k bai.