Entri perasan, jangan baca kalau cepat loya

Aku dah warning ni, kalau agak2 menyampah dgn statement puji diri sendiri, toksah baca. Nak baca gaks pas tu buat bahan ngumpat, nasib korang lah :p

Aku ni, salah satu sebab mejaga sangat kulit (and health in general) is because I myself menjual barang2 skincare jugak. I dono about others, tapi kalau aku nak beli brg kecantikan from orang, first thing aku tengok kulit orang yng menjual tu dulu.

Masa first time aku beli Tabita, from this one lady. Dia datang hantar ke ofis aku. Aku perati kulit muka dia every inch. Ada la 2 ketul jerawat, but overall, kulit dia mmg very halus mulus.

Agaknya dia sedar aku dok perati jerawat dia, tanpa dipinta dia justify

"Kekdg tu jerawat kuar juga dik, tapi cepat la surut"

Erkkk.. ok.. obvious sangat kah aku perati?

Sebab tu lah aku sangat particular and sangat stress bila naik jerawat. On normal days, even nak period pun alhamdulillah so far x de jerawat, but like I blogged here, bila ada salah makan je mmg masak la muka aku naik jerawat. And worst is, parut dia will take forever to hilang!

So anyway.. back to cerita sebenar.

Nasib la aku menjual brg online, so agak kurang jumpa orang. But, there are customers yang request nak pick up brg sendiri. Which means, kena la jumpa customer ye dok? Which, in almost every cases, aku akan berdebar takut org x jadi beli sbb tgk kulit aku x de la lawa mana pun.

Hukhuk..sangat inferiority complex.

You may not understand. But for someone yang growing up constantly kena ejek

"hitam legam"

"nama sapa? kumalasari?"

and paling x leh blah tukang mekap masa aku tunang tahun 2001 cakap

"muka u teruk sangat lah.. mekap pun tak leh cover!"

Down sangat masa tu. Dah la orang kita ni, asal kulit hitam mmg tak lawa lah. Eh, Halle Berry pun itam apa??

Tetiba nak compare diri sendiri dgn Halle Berry tu dah kenapa konot?

Well, you get my point. To get from where I was and to my skin current condition is like a HUGE IMPROVEMENT.

And every time I get a praise (regarding my skin) from anyone, especially my customers, it will REALLY MAKE MY DAY, or night.

Like recently, aku deliver Ephyra kat sorang customer in Shah Alam. She did not say anything masa jumpa pagi tu, but sebelah malamyer dia whatsapp aku

omg omg omg!!!!!

THIS, really made me smiling all night long. Aku tunjuk kat Balqis, x terkata apa budak tu, dok menjuling bijik mata sambil cari baldi nak muntah hahaha.

Dont get me wrong, aku bukan nak riak. Tapi happy! Paham tak?

I guess I have to thank all the products that I am using, and of course, rajin and konsisten is the key!

Halle Berry muslimah :p