Luahan hati

Sometimes I feel people do not get that being a full time housewife lagi busy actually.


You think we just duduk goyang kaki at home waiting for our husbands come back from work.

And the house magically cleaned itself. Pinggan mangkuk dlm sink suddenly transform into automatic mode boleh basuh, dry and masuk bali dlm cabinet.

Baju2 boleh auto pickup sendiri from lantai, sort between themselves, masuk dlm washing machine, sidai-ed, angkat-ed after kering, lipat-ed and masuk susun elok2 dlm almari.

Yeah and we have magic wand that can when commanded, boleh masak apa saja lauk yang semua orang teringin.


Tak cukup lagi, campur penat lelah nak joging la workout la sbb nak kurus and cantik. Sometimes I wish I can just eat nasi lemak everyday while watching TV and one week later my weight magically turun 5 kg.


Sigh.


Tambah penat and sedih bila orang keep on asking apa sangat yag aku buat kat rumah. Rasa nak tampar tahu?

Sometimes I feel, biar la.. I don't owe any justification to anyone. Orang tak tahu. Biarkan je la.


Hari ni suddenly Sofeya said

"Haritu masa kak jah balik adik sedih!"

"Ye ke... tak pe la mama ada kan? Mama jaga adik best  ke kak jah jaga best?"

Without thinking she said "Kak jah"



Sedih ok.

Dah la sediakala sedih, tambah Sofeya cakap mcm tu lagi aku tak tahan.



Maybe I should go back to work kot. Duduk rumah pun asyik komplen je itu ini tak cukup. Maybe I'm not the housewife type.



Skang ni.

Kain blum sidai.
Baju sekolah esok blom basuh.
Rumah belum kemas.
Brg groceries blum simpan dlm peti ais.
Balqis tak pegi KAFA.
Pinggan mangkuk dlm sink blum basuh.


Biar la kan...

See if they can magically kemas sendiri. I just want so sit goyang kaki waiting for my husband to come home.